Excerpt from Tenative titled "Need"

Originally posted 3/5/10
Unbelievable indeed that I'd be feeling this way about you.
For the last two weeks you have come in here, looking at the same item yet you don't buy it. You stand there admiring it, touching it, why aren't you somewhere else browsing?

Why are you here in my father's store torturing me? That's what I said torturing me dark man. If my dad knew my true feelings he would disown me forever.

However, that does not deter me from staring at you because I...I want you.

The same way you feast your eyes on that piece of art I enjoy looking at your body, dark man. I want to caress it, admire it, cherish it. I need it...I need you.