Part 2
Part 3
Hi Ms. Devina,
I’m curvy, standing about six feet
with brown eyes and blondish brown hair. Me and my husband would be…
Disgusted
by the last part, Chandra clicked delete. “Ugh, you were on a roll until you
said man,” she sighed and slammed the hood of her laptop down. “Why don’t people
read my profile? I don’t want to be
with a woman and her man, I just want…
Sam.
Chandra
removed her black frames and set them on her desk. Frustrated, she exhaled and
leaned back in the chair, thinking about the woman who made her crazy with
lust. Samantha Daniels, gorgeous, buxom, curvy in all the right places, smart,
not meek, seems to know exactly what she wants in life.
Chandra
wasn’t a hundred percent sure on that last one but from the looks of her man,
she seemed like it. Recalling Samantha’s story of how she landed the hottest
man in school, Chandra couldn’t help but smile.
* * * *
“When he approached me, I thought
he was coming over to say something stupid, like some nerd or undesirable
wanted to date me, and then he opened his mouth just to say hello. The minute
he said it I was ready to thrust my tongue down his throat.”
“And did you?”
“Of course not! I said hi back and
batted my eyelashes flirtatiously, asking what I could do to for him. He
answered could he take me out sometime. I said yes, but only on one condition…”
“Which was?”
Samantha’s grinned widened and her
cheeks turned a rosy shade of pink. “That he’d always be honest with me, no
matter how much it hurt. I’m not one of those gals who likes being lied to.
I’ve had boys tease me about my weight, when I wore braces, the clothing I wore
so it doesn’t really hurt that bad because I’ve been through it all. My mom
always told me to remember my inner strength and because I knew I was bigger
and stronger than some of those pip squeaks, I started to fight back. Once I
did, no one messed with me. That gave me confidence and since then, I haven’t
lost it. I know I am capable of just about everything I put my mind to,
including snagging the hottest man in school.”
* * * *
“Yep,
that you did!” Chandra nodded to herself and sat back up straight. “Too bad you
don’t like to stray ever so often because I might…”
Chandra
cocked an eyebrow. Would she? Would she let go of her worries and inhibitions
about being part of a triad just so she could be with Sam?
Wanting
to forget, Chandra used her foot to shift in her swivel chair.
“Wheee…”
Chandra stretched her legs out and let it turn a couple of seconds. As it
slowed to a stop, she pondered the pros and cons of that situation.
Pro,
of course she’d be with Sam.
Con,
Nick…
How the fuck is Nick a con?
“Okay,
maybe he’s not a con, but what if he doesn’t want to share?” Chandra hugged her
own body tight and sighed inwardly. “What if he isn’t into girls being with
girls?”
What man isn’t?
“Uh,
contrary to popular belief, it has happened,” she answered her own question.
These conversations with herself were her way of thinking deep. Some people
journaled, Chandra talked to herself. She just made sure not to do it in
public.
Snort.
Back
to this idea of being with Sam and Nick; could it be something different than
what she’d experienced before? Only a couple of years ago, she was in an active
relationship with two people she loved and
respected. Sasha and Gareth Prince. Both were part of a hard rock band called
Macy’s Flogger; Sasha sang lead and Gareth played bass.
They’d
met at a charity show hosted by Chandra and Sasha’s mutual friend. From the
first handshake, Chandra could feel the chemistry between all of them. With
that kind of energy, Chandra assumed nothing could go wrong.
On
their first “date”, Sasha mentioned how she wanted to be with another woman
because she’d always been bicurious. Gareth had no qualms with this and
immediately they all hit it off.
One
year in, Gareth started to act weird towards Chandra. He’d snap at her, called
her out her name, even resorted to calling her a home wrecker. When asked why,
Gareth admitted he was falling deeply in love with Chandra and no longer wanted
to be married. He mentioned being mean as a way to turn himself off of Chandra,
when all it did was exactly the opposite. Because Chandra didn’t want to ruin
their happy home, she left in the middle of the night.
Despite
Gareth’s efforts to contact her, Chandra did not answer. She’d lost a close
friend; make that two, that ended up divorcing because of Chandra’s presence.
From that day forward, she promised never to fall in love with another
established and or married couple because there was no way to get over the envy.
Sasha
had always claimed it wasn’t a big deal but in the end, it was just that. It
ruined their marriage and left an irreversible mark on Chandra’s heart. And
though a relationship sounded good to her, her other had to be single or at
least willing to only date her and not get her significant involved.
Regardless
of how good the situation sounded, Chandra wouldn’t bend. Too much emotion had
to be invested in two people and she wasn’t sure she had enough strength to
give that to anyone.
And
no matter how much Chandra wanted Sam, she couldn’t renege on her promise to
herself. She’d be saving herself and those around her a lot of heartache in the
long run.
* * * *
“Sam?
Sam, babe…” Nick walked out if the bathroom, pulling his sweater over his head.
“Sam, you wanna have breakfast before class? I’m passing it with flying colors
so we can grab a bite then make it in time for second period.”
“Nah,
I have a test first period anyway.”
Nick
shook his head. “Well, um, okay, so what are you gonna do today besides go to
class?” He headed towards the kitchen to talk with her.
“Um,
go to class, like I do every day…”
“Are
you gonna speak with Chandra?”
Please say yes, please…
“Oh
yeah, I am but… I might need to meet her alone first, just to see if she’s
interested in being with me. Then I’ll ask about you.”
“Why?
I mean, how can she turn us down?”
Nick rubbed Samantha’s shoulders.
Samantha
shuddered and moved away. “Hey, come on, Nick! Don’t get me all riled up now
when we have to leave.”
“Oh
so my massages turn you on too, babe?” Nick gripped her shoulders and smoothed
his hands downward towards her elbows while he kissed the side of her head
repeatedly. Nick was determined to get her into thinking about sex…
And sex with him and Chandra.
“Oh
Nick, damn you for being so freaking insatiable!”
“Mhmm,”
Nick buried his head into the side of her throat, kissing and nipping while he
dragged his finger down from her collarbone to her crotch. When his hand
arrived, he rubbed the spot between her thighs through the fabric. He could
tell she was getting more than hot for him.
“Nick,
ugh… no, not now, babe. Please!”
Not
wanting to stop, Nick didn’t obey right away. “Okay, I will, but I wanna be
with you when you talk with Chandra, you know, just to get things going. You
don’t think she’ll be turned on just watching us?”
“What
if she’s not into you like that? You can’t just assume just because you’re drop
dead gorgeous that she’ll go for you.”
Nick
nodded, “Fair enough but hey, you can’t blame me for trying, Sam. Chandra is
the goods. All the guys been fawning over her. She doesn’t really talk with a
lot of people either. Do you think she’s um… antisocial?”
Sam
shrugged, “Maybe, or she’s very introverted and shy like I usually am.”
“You
aren’t anymore, sweet cheeks.” Nick held her close to his body and squeezed so
she could feel his erection pressing against her hip.
“Mmph,
Nicholas Andrews, I swear.” Sam appeared flustered by what he was doing.
Good.
Perhaps
he’d convince his beloved bookworm to skip first class and instead of having
breakfast at the restaurant, they’d have it here at their apartment.
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